Several times throughout a single year, I tend to fluctuate between what I consider upper and lower chakra frequencies.
During my lower chakra times, I almost all but forget about my spiritual side. I get hyper focused on living like a human. To me, this means, worrying about stability and finances, trying to stay grounded, and putting a lot of physical labor into my life.
During my upper chakra times, I could care less about living like a human. I focus more on studying, practicing, and exploring the spiritual world. I can feel my deities and angels the most during these times.
My constant struggle is maintaining a balance between the two. I have been practicing my craft for almost 15 years. I have been a witch for that long and I still have an issue keeping up with it.
What I fail to realize is, my spirituality is still there. It still exists in my life, even if I’m not focused on it. I have altars set up in my home, I have sigils drawn on all my cooking herbs and spices, and I know what I believe even if I’m not practicing in that moment.
I’m saying all of this to you, right now, because I want you to know that it’s okay to focus on one end more than the other. But, you need to remember to maintain that balance and hold on to the wholeness that is you. By reminding you of this, dear reader, I am also reminding myself.
It is okay to be a human. It is okay to need a spiritual break. But, don’t abandon it completely. For, when you abandon your faith, you abandon yourself.